“Breathe in, breathe out,
Move on and break down,
If everyone goes away, I will stay.”
–Mat Kearney
My daughters and I traveled 500 hundred miles last week to visit my parents in Florida. The timing felt divine. My heavy heart knew I needed to retreat … to be quiet … to shut out the noise. I knew I was searching … but for what, I did not know.
After dinner on the night of our arrival, I opened one of my mom’s many magazines sitting in a pile on the coffee table.
The initial line of an article caught my attention. “If meditation came in the form of a pill, it would be the best-selling drug on the market. It gives you the opportunity to delete stress on demand and puts everything in perspective,” Suze Yalof Schwartz was quoted as saying. (Family Circle, March 2018.)
I continued reading and was encouraged by three surprising points:
1) A mere sixty seconds of meditation was enough to decrease depression and anxiety and increase focus, memory, and productivity
2) A still mind was not required. “Meditation is not meant to eliminate thoughts. It simply teaches you to direct the mind’s mental traffic” -Leonard Perlmutter
3) Meditation can happen anywhere. “When you close your eyes, slow down your breath and get present, you’re meditating,” said Yalof Schwartz, which she stated could be done on the subway or while standing in line.
I’d always wondered about meditation, but it always seemed so elusive … until that moment. I marked the page by turning it down, but I knew I would not forget. The information felt like a map of some sort, a positive direction when I wasn’t sure where to go.
The next day, while drifting on a boogie board in the water next to my daughters, this new information came in handy. My younger daughter Avery had just been talking about an upcoming babysitting job and what to do if she didn’t feel safe. It was just one of many new worries that appeared with the recent mass shooting in Florida. My older daughter Natalie had just been talking about a missing grade that was not in the online gradebook last time she checked.
I looked at my children’s beautiful faces and could practically read the worries, flashing like breaking news headlines, in their brains.
“Hey,” I said. “Want to try something with me? It’s a 60-second breather that can bring an instant sense of calm.”
After describing the first two steps (close your eyes and let your focus go), I emphasized the third and most memorable step: “Drift in the gap of nothingness, even if it’s just for a millisecond,” I recited from the article.
“Gap of nothingness,” Avery said giggling.
“I don’t think I can be quiet for a millisecond,” Natalie said jokingly.
“C’mon, let’s try it,” I said. “Just close your eyes and focus on a single point—your breathing, a calming phrase, a sound, or an object for one minute,” I instructed.
Both girls closed their eyes and were surprisingly silent. I couldn’t be sure, but after the exercise, they seemed more agreeable and less agitated. I decided to suggest a “60-second breather” throughout our visit.
Over the course of five days, my daughters and I used the meditation practice multiple times: after watching the news and worries were high … when minds began to race at bedtime … when traffic got stopped and we thought we’d miss our flight … and during a walk to the park when there was a beautiful sight to behold.
What I noticed most was a visible difference in anxiety levels upon the return trip – less angst about airport security, school assignments, appearance, and upcoming events, like the babysitting job. I wasn’t sure there was a connection, but the difference felt like a stabilizer in an unsteady time.
When my daughters and I arrived home, there was a package waiting. A dear reader of my blog sent each of us a necklace that had a tiny map of the entire world. “Go be love,” two of the beautiful medallions read. The other said, “Love knows no borders.”
Natalie walked through the kitchen and immediately picked up one of the necklaces and asked where it came from. I told her about the giver and the note of explanation that was inside the box. In an effort to bring healing to a broken and isolating time in her life, this woman recently began a “love mission,” and our family was on her gratitude list.
“Wow. This is pretty amazing considering I just applied for a learning trip to East Africa,” Natalie said.
I’d had the exact same thought when I saw the map of the world and the message inscribed.
But what Natalie said next truly astounded me. “Remember how you said an object can be a focus point in the 60-second breather? Well, I will be able to hold this charm throughout the day and remember my purpose when school pressures start getting to me.”
I must have walked by the other two necklaces fifty times before I sat down and really studied them. And when I did, I automatically closed my eyes and prayerfully listened to my breathing. Avery’s elderly friend “Annie,” who recently passed away, vividly came into my mind.
Go be love.
The words echoed in my brain and felt like a direction I was supposed to take. I walked into Avery’s room and said, “I think we need to go to the nursing home.”
Although she didn’t have quite the same enthusiasm as when Annie was alive, Avery packed up her guitar and said, “I’ll play three songs for Mama J.”
As we were about to walk out of the house, Avery stopped at the necklaces lovingly displayed on the counter and asked me to put one on her.
Go be love.
As we entered the building I noticed Avery closed her eyes momentarily. The temperature, the smell, the sights are a lot for a Noticer. I watched as she stopped to take her one-minute breather, as if prayerfully gathering herself to go forward in courage and love.
Mama J was surprised to see us. Although this was our fifth visit in the past few months, she did not remember us. But as always, she tapped her hand on the blanket in time with the music … she told Avery she was a “rainbow in her cloud,” … and that she was too tired to sing, but then she sang anyway.
Avery ended up playing more than three songs, and Mama showed her appreciation with candy from her big box of Valentine chocolates. Avery chose the only heart shaped piece in the box just as Mama J said, “Take as much as you want, Baby. That is from my heart.”
As Avery packed up her guitar, I noticed I did not have the same feeling of peace I normally do after a visit. I attributed it to Annie’s absence, but that wasn’t it. It was the sadness radiating from Mama’s roommate. I’d been watching her beyond the privacy curtain throughout our visit.
As we were leaving the room, I stopped at the foot of the woman’s bed. Despite the vibe that screamed, “leave me be,” I spoke to her.
“Hello,” I said. “How are you today?”
She grumbled something incoherent.
As I turned to go, she unexpectedly said, “Did you bring a cat in here one time?”
“Yes. We brought in our cat Paisley,” I said smiling at the unsmiling woman.
“Well, I remember you were wearing that hat you have on today,” she said irritability.
Suddenly I remembered her now too. “Oh … you have a cat at home, don’t you? And you were hoping to get better so you could get back to your cat,” I recalled.
The woman looked down sadly. That conversation happened over year ago and not much had changed.
“Are you getting better?” I asked hopefully.
“No,” the woman said, her bottom lip beginning to tremble.
“I am so sorry,” I said gently. “It must be so hard to be here when you want to be home.”
She nodded as tears welled in her eyes.
“Would you like us to bring Paisley to visit you?” I asked.
And just when I thought sorrow was permanently etched on this woman’s face, her eyebrows raised ever so slightly. “You would do that?” she asked in disbelief, her mouth curving upward into a partial smile.
“Of course, we would,” I said.
Before I turned to go, I asked if there was anything else I could do for her today. That’s when she pointed to the television remote that was lying on the floor.
“I haven’t been able to reach it all day …. and it’s my lifeline to the world,” she explained.
When I gave it to her I purposely touched her hand so that I might be her real, tangible, loving lifeline to the world – even for a millisecond.
And that’s when I knew what I’d been searching for during a time of fear, hopelessness, and chaos for my children and our world:
Go be love … but first, get quiet.
Get centered.
Get balanced.
When the world is off kilter, we must restore balance within ourselves.
Balance excessive information with thoughtful introspection
Balance mindless talking with attentive listening
Balance frenzied doing with prayerful being
Balance biased opinions with heart-held beliefs
Balance the superficial and fleeting with the deep and enduring
Vital to our personal and global healing is holding our hearts. But how? That sounds so elusive. It is as simple as closing our eyes and focusing on the sound of our own miraculous breath.
What images come to mind?
What truths come to surface?
What hope comes to fruition?
What prompts come to life?
When we are willing to sit and be still in the gap of nothingness, the elusive unknowns aren’t so elusive anymore. That is when our heart becomes a map of the world, giving definitive direction to hard questions like:
What should I do?
Which way do I go?
How can I help?
What should I say?
What is my purpose here?
Using our heart as our guide is how we find our way out of the dark, going to places where pain resides, saying things we didn’t know we knew, and doing things we didn’t think we had the courage to do.
That is when we get the opportunity to pick someone’s heart up off the floor … and ours right along with it.
And for a millisecond, the view of the world looks a whole lot brighter.
Go be love.
But first, get quiet.
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Dear friends of the The Hands Free Revolution, it gives me great joy and peace to see your faces in person at my speaking events. This Sunday, March 3rd I will be keynoting the 7th Annual Mom, Me, & Tea Fundraising Event for the MCR Foundation for the Prevention of Eating Disorders in Chattanooga, TN. On Thursday, May 3, I will be speaking at the University of Central Missouri. This is the inaugural event for the Whiteman Spouses’ Club Speaker Series. The WSC provides resources and support to military families at Whiteman Air Force Base and to their surrounding communities. If you’d like to be notified when tickets go on sale online, or arrange for a group of tickets, please email wscspeakerseries@gmail.com. There are more speaking events in the works and I will be adding them to my speaking page soon.
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My husband does a 60 second mini-meditation/breathing exercise. He does it at work and claims it helps him lower his blood pressure. I believe him! Thank you for noticing Mama’s roommate. I have a cat in my lap right now. I understand how missing a cat can bring tears to one’s eyes.
Thank you, Priscilla. I love the contributions you make to my posts. You have such a beautiful heart.
In the last month we, too, are meditating. My husband and I will often sit together if even for just three minutes and listen to a meditation before our day begins. We leave our door open so our two kids can join us. I think it’s brought more calm to all of our worlds. Things are still agitating, however, instead of reacting immediately we are learning to take a moment to breathe, to listen to our breath and then respond. As they say: meditation is a practice and I can do it anytime during the day. I find this practice is really helping us see the distractions, and then we move back to center. I feel more peace in our lives. Thank you for sharing your own centering and outreach. May we all find more peace and share more love.
This is so powerful … so encouraging … so hopeful. I am so grateful you took time to share your experience and the result. You have really inspired me. So much love, RMS
I just started following you last month and it SUCH a great addition to my life! I have shared your post about helping kids (and ourselves) unplug from social media and devices so many times. This post was spot-on, as always. Your observation are so insightful, and full of real-life takeaways and techniques. Your husband and children are very lucky to have you, and thanks to your books and blogs, so are we.
Gratefully,
Mary Katherine
Wow. Thank you for blessing me with such encouragement today, dear Mary Katherine!!! I am holding it to my heart like a warm blanket. So much love to you
This was such a confirmation to me today. Just yesterday, I was thinking about the power behind Psalms 46:10…Be still, and know that I am God…
Thank you for speaking to me so deeply.
This is such a timely post for me. Thank you so very much for sharing your heart and experiences with us. I am going to be sharing this information on meditation with my children later today! So valuable…so thankful!
Yes!!! Rachel what a beautiful reminder ,let’s be quiet so we can connect to our knowingness. Then we can come from a place of heart full ❤️and invite others to tuck into their heartfullness and we can help one another Re remember we belong to each other. ❤️
This echos so wonderfully your heart beat meditation. Listening to another’s heart helps me tuck into my own heart and live out of that juicy, bursting space that makes the world brighter and helps me choose “the better part “in loving one another bravely and deeply❤️
Your words make me Better and Braver Rachel ,I am spilling over grateful to you.
Blessings
Thank you so much for this, Rachel. In a world where we can easily get lost in the chaos, it’s so important to take time to step back and be still. Best of luck to your daughter’s possible upcoming adventure in Africa soon.
Hola Rachel! When I first read this post, the messages on the necklaces entered my heart and ignited a fire within me. The one that spoke to me the strongest was go be love. I try to do this every day. Whenever I go to the cat shelter, that’s my intention. Whenever I’m out and about on errands, I always gift the person helping me shop, bagging my groceries and other purchases or serving me food with words of gratitude and love. Most of all, I make sure they know they’re seen and they, along with their act of service is appreciated. As you know from the soul shift group, I’ve been trying to purchase a go be love necklace. I looked on the site you gave me, but I couldn’t find it. I then tried to contact someone in the store for help with no success. Is there anything else I can do? Thank you in advance for any help you can give me.
Lauren
Rachel –
This blog post means more to me than any of your readers could possibly ever know. Thank you for letting your heart be your guide, and sharing the precious gifts God has given you, to inspire the world.
“Love Has No Borders” is applicable in every aspect of our lives. Love can be conveyed in a smile, touch, or act of kindness, with those we may not speak their language. It also is a reminder we can love ourselves (if we can find a way to get out of God’s way and use the tools He gives us) fully and completely.
“Go Be Love” has such deep meaning as well. It starts with baby steps. Getting ourselves out of bed and self care to be love to the reflection in the mirror. Every interaction we have can be one of love; whether on the phone, in electronic form, or in person. There are times I forget that without thinking, and beat myself up for it tremendously. Avery is a reminder to find the music deep inside – even if some of us are tone deaf! 🤗
Natalie’s idea to hold the pendant is brilliant. Your reminder to be still and reflect on what is most important has also been eye opening. Learning to just shut off anything that is going to cause disruption and anxiety within our own bodies is paramount.
Your compassion and spirit touch my soul, and I am forever grateful.